Not pregnant

Sigh.

The two-week wait ended in a red flow. On the dot. I had very high hopes that the past cycle would be "THE CYCLE" when I would get pregnant. On my first cycle day, I proclaimed that I would conceive. I left my career in the city to prioritize starting our own family. My days were less stressful in the province. I sorta felt like pregnant in the past days.

Tears start to build around my eyes as I write this. Another frustration. I can't help but ask why not this time?

Sigh.