How am I now?

I left my job in the city last year to focus on getting pregnant and spending time with Hubby. After Hubby's lengthy 5-month vacation (in his line of work, the norm is 2-3 months vacay only), he already left for a new contract. I'm in the province, still not pregnant, and with no regular 8-5 day job. 

I'm happy.

I thank God that I have freelance work and I'm not stuck in an office on a day-to-day basis. I am captain of my time. I have time in the morning for exercise (I MUST lose the excess inches and pounds I gained from my sabbatical!). I work in the comfort of my parents' home. I don't pay rent.:)

Life is good. Life is full of possibilities.

Acceptance

Hubby and I finally accepted that this is not the time for us to get pregnant. After my HSG, three cycles of Clomiphene citrate (Ova-mit and Clomin brands), and two IUIs last year, we decided to wait for God's perfect time for us to conceive. We did everything we thought would help us conceive but waiting for the Lord's plan is more calming and stress-free for both of us. We just enjoyed the last month of my husband's vacation here.

Hubby left to work overseas last week. We had a heart-to- heart talk and said we would try again when he comes back after nine months. If I was able to get pregnant before he left, he would be welcoming a baby when he returns. Oh, life.